The Importance of Grades

   Grades, especially in High school play a huge impact on the rest of your life. Most people don't understand how important grades are until its too late. Myself included.  My freshman year I could care less about grades and I thought I could just mess around like I did in middle school. I ended up failing two classes and barely knowing what my grades were. Colleges look at your entire high school GPA and transcripts. EVERY YEAR MATTERS. Blowing one year off messes up a whole lot more then just that year. If you fail a class. You still have to take that class later to earn a credit. One mess up and you have completely changed your high school career. Over the four years in high school colleges tend to look at you sophomore and junior year the most. Freshman year is where people are lenient because it's where you begin to get on your feet. Senior year is when your anxious to get out as fast as you can. That dose not mean they don't count however it does mean that Your best effort should not be given every day. put your best in everything you do and always hold your head up high. The better your grades are the better your attitude will be. Trust me I was a failing student my freshman year Struggled my sophomore year and the second semester of my junior year I achieved my goal of becoming an honor role student. As of now I am in the second semester of my senior year and i still hold that honor role standard and I feel so much better about my self image.

Finding love

In high school you are transforming from the child you are to the adult you will be. In that time pretty much everything about you changes. Things that you think you know about yourself suddenly are flipped upside down and transformed. My freshman year I learned about what is and is not appropriate. My sophomore year  I started at a whole new school and a clean slate. In that time I have found out responsibility is key. My junior year was my messing around year. I was trying to find a job and be successful in my school work and keeping up my grades. I left that year behind making honor role and maintaining that through the first semester of my senior year.
   The second semester of my junior year was when I met the love of my life. His name is John Thomas Lawson, I enjoy his company in everything I do and want him to be around for the rest of my life. He makes me happy and always finds a way to put me in a better mood and brighten my day. He shows me that I am loved and that he wants nothing more than to have me in his life I love him soo much.

Last days before my licence

Well, in a matter of a few days I shall take a test and pass to recieve my licence. I will finally be set out on my own for the road an my own independance. Am i nervous yes but i know i am responsible enough to handle the challenge. ROAD HERE I CoME

The noise

Today me and my friends heard an unexplainable noise while we were at the park. The park was silent as it was a school day for kids with finals and lower grade kids. The animal controll was at the park along with a police officer. At around 1pm we heard a loud noise that appeared to be comming from no where.
It was a loud metalic noise and we went home to look something up on it, there were a few videos and reports about other people hearing it up in the northern hemosphere.
However when my parents tried to get more information on it all they got were tru tv sites etc. In the end me and my friends may sound like crazy babbling idiots but we know what we heard so be on your toes and keep your ears open!

The Truth Comes Out

Now some people know me as the "hyper girl" some know me as "giggles" because I'm always in a happy mood but don't be to sure, don't judge a book by it's cover. I needed to get this off my chest before anyone can say anything to me. I find it hard to open up to people about being made fun of in school. I obviously stand out in a croud of people and I am not affraid to say what's on my mind (opinion wise). I feel alone in a crowded room of all my friends. A better analogy is I feel as though Im standing in the middle of a room full of people screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even hears it, no one looks up, nothing. Now almost everyone deals with some sort of depression sooner or later. I have had issues with bullying my whole life no matter what I do I will not fit in. I am very outspoken and sure when it comes to opinions. I may seem like the happiest person in the world sometimes, like I have a lot going for me, good grades, good friends nice family but I just keep all the little things kept up inside me without being able to open up. My friends may ask whats wrong with me but I keep everything bottled up inside my parents (mom) can see there is a problem, however telling her exactly whats wrong is hard I can't quite spit the words of my feelings out.

Life as a TEENAGE BABYSITTER

Babysitting, is a great stress and "birth" Control. I have always had a happy outgoing life and a friendly and OUT THERE personality which makes me appeal to younger kids. When I was 12 years old, I lived in this housing complex in Vegas and my best friend was a 9 year old. Now most of my friends are older than me and I'm the young one. I have a passion for making little kids laugh and have fun. I just love the innocence of their little minds. I have many people who I babysit for and I'm not the average baby sitter I enjoy every second I spend with the kids from feeding them dinner to putting them to bed. I usually work night jobs so that's the time I get with them and I am perfectly OK with that. I take pride in what I do and accomplish with them weather its teaching them how to play games or just the natural natures of life. I have received many drawings that kids have drawn me. They hang on my fridge or wall at all times. I love working with the smaller kids and watching them grow to a point of independence, it makes me happy that I might have had something to do with them turning into progressive citizens. It also teaches me some responsibility in my own life as well as theirs. :)

A day without emotions

Emotions are what make up YOU. I know if i lived a day without emotions i woild probably do some pretty wreckless things, that i would never even think about doing because i know there would be concequences and i would be afraid to get in trouble. My friends wouldn't want to be around me because i would be a verry dull And boring person. I wouldnt have the happiness or joy of doing something or bring with my friends. I wouldn't be Afraid of anything which is bad, if you dont have fear you do stupid things that you will later regret. Fear is a good thing its your common scence giving you warning of danger. Without emotions you could put your life in serious danger. So i could live a day without emotions would i want to? Not a chance. I love my happy go lucky personality and i love my friends who have always been there for me, i also respect my fears.